|Broken Heart Grunge|
Nicolas Raymond on Flickr
If I could turn my heart off I would. If I could find a way to not connect with and engage with others I would do it. In a heartbeat.
Because all I've ever found is one heartache after another.
I love too damn hard.
I connect to others entirely too quickly.
I don't want to anymore.
Not ever again.
But I always do.
It's me. My fatal flaw is that I always care.
No, I didn't lose a lover.
I'm so single, other single people measure their time as singles in Aisha units.
I just dared to believe I had a friend who believed.
But apparently I failed that friend because it's over, called to a decisive end.
And I can't even ask why.
I defend the best way I know how to minimize hurt. If that was insufficient, I'm sorry.
I like to fix things.
I love to love.
I don't like to break people.
But I apparently did.
And now, once again, I'm heartbroken too.